Christmas is the most important festival to the children.
Children are expected to get their favorite gifts from the Santa Clause.
When I was a little girl, I had been to wait for the gifts since November is coming.
And every Christmas Eve I would get the gifts which I wanted for a long time.
But after my grandfather's death, I never got the Christmas gifts what I wanted.
Christmas is coming very soon.
I had to choose the gifts for my friends.
I went to shopping on the Internet as usual.
I found a lovely toy and loved it very much.
I would be very happy if I received such a Christmas gift.
I lived with my grandfather on a farm when I was a little girl.
He was the only one who loved most in the world.
He taught me to ride the horse.
He taught me to plant vegetables.
I liked to play with him.
I liked to eat the beefsteak he cooked for me.
He did a lot to make me live a happy life.
I was a hoyden girl when I was young.
I liked to play with the goats and pigs.
And I tumbled a lot when playing with the lovely animals.
I would cry for a whole day when I felt hurt.
Then my grandfather would ask me to write to the Santa Clause to get what I wanted.
It was a good way to make me happy.
I wrote a lot of letters to the Santa Clause to tell him what I wanted as a Christmas gifts every year.
Sometimes I would write to tell him that I changed my mind to get another gift.
I was worried about that the Santa Clause would forget what I wanted most.
But the Santa Clause never made me depressed.
He always gave what I wanted most.
That was the happiest years of my life.
I lived without worries.
No one could hurt me under the protection of my grandfather.
He told me a lot of stories about himself.
I could feel that he loved his life as a soldier.
He was quite brave when on the battlefield.
Every Christmas Eve, I would stay awake to wait for the Santa Clause coming from the chimney.
But I fell asleep in half an hour at last.
Next morning, I was surprised what he gave to me.
I asked my grandfather that why Santa Clause send so many gifts for me.
My grandfather always smiled and said that I was so lovely that the Santa Clause want to give more gifts to me.
I was so happy to hear that I was a lovely girl.
The Christmas farther may be the second one who loved me.
And I knew that my grandfather loved me most in the world.
My grandfather died for disease when I was twenty.
I cried to sleep every night.
And I did not get the gifts from the Santa Clause that Christmas Eve.
I understood that my grandfather was my Santa Clause for twenty years.
I knew that the one who loved me left me.
I wrote a letter to the Christmas farther the day before the Christmas Eve as usual.
I told him that I missed my grandfather very much.
I wanted my grandfather to come back to me.
I needed him.
I waited for a whole night to see my grandfather coming back.
But I did not see him until the sun raise.
I knew my grandfather left me.
I knew the only one who loved me left.
And I must be the brave girl he hoped.
I bought the lovely toy for myself as the Christmas gift.
I must to live happily as my grandfather hoped.